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Journal Entry: Thu Jan 31, 2013, 7:51 PM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Deep Within - Blood On The Dance Floor
  • Reading: Jahvie Fanfics ♥
  • Watching: Videos of Dahvie and Jayy kissing~ c:
  • Playing: Nothing ;n;
  • Eating: Cookies :3
  • Drinking: Water :U
Prepare for a shitload of typing .3.
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So, for all of you that don't know, my ex and I got back together
But
We broke up again XDDD
Damn, we are fucking terrible at relationships .-.
I'm going to miss her a lot (I already do :c) and I want her back...
But
I'm upset about it but I'm also happy

Don't ask, long story short I was sick of:
-Fighting with her
-Getting upset when she ignored me
-Crying when she talked about her crushes
-Worrying about her day and night (She's suicidal vnv)
-And I feel like its not my responsibility to make sure shes happy and safe anymore...
So it feels like weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel happy c:

So yeah, you may be like "Aww I'm sorry D:" but honestly I'm fine right now vuv
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Welp um
It seems like I'm getting pissed at everything these days
So if I act bitchy or don't reply I'm sorry D:
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Speaking of getting pissed, Imma do a small rant real quick ^^'
So today I found someone who had in their signature

"I'm a homophobe, sorry, and don't tell me it's a crime because IT ISN'T!!! DDD:<"

Okay just
Then they also had

"I love Jesus!!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:"

Okay listen to my logic, please
I'm not pissed about the Jesus thing because I don't believe, I'm pissed because they feel the need to rub it in everyones face
This is exactly why one of my favorite quotes is:
"Religion is like a penis, it's okay to have one and be proud of it, but don't whip it out and force it down people's throats" :I

And then the homophobe thing.
If you don't want people to be mad at you for it, WHY WOULD YOU PUT IT IN YOUR SIGNATURE?!
And I don't fucking judge people for being straight, so why judge me for being gay? >.>
I'm honestly okay with some homophobes, its okay to say "homophobe and proud", hey man, if you want to be proud of being an asshole, go right ahead, just don't tell me to stop being proud of being gay like some of them do :I

End rant :U
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Okay lets move on to the happier part of my journal c:

I'm officially the rainbow master.
I have:
-Rainbow shoes
-Rainbow shoelaces
-3 pairs of rainbow armwarmers
-A rainbow tutu
-Rainbow headphones
-2 pairs of rainbow socks
-Rainbow shorts
-A rainbow pencil case
-A rainbow pillow
-The rainbow unicorn pillow pet~ c:
-A rainbow tie and a rainbow necklace thingy
-An old rainbow bookmark
-Rainbow gloves
-2 rainbow Build-A-Bears
-Probably a shitload of more rainbow stuff

HELP ME I'M DROWNING IN MY GAYNESS
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Okay, I hate to beg, but I [might] need points soon ;A;
So like, if you guys could donate, that would be AMAZING, and I would love you forever asdfghjkl <333
But seriously I only have like a month left on my premium and I only have 115 points, I need 636 ;m;
-runs off to make adoptables-
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I think I found a new hair technique recently o:
No, not the one I used on my ref or on the comic, a new, new one c:
So I might make another comic tonight to show you guys
Btw, I think I'll start to make comics of my daily stupid life adventures, a lot of the things I do amuse me XD
~
I think I have new ideas for designs on Trippi ;U;
I might add some on Tyler too, asdfghjkl :U
So I might make new refs, I have like 4 new characters (I actually made them all awhile ago) that need refs so expect like 6 new refs OTL
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Obsessed with Deep Within and Horrifically Delicious these days vuv
Seriously I can't stahp listening to those songs :U
Whyyyyy I just keep replaying them over and over ;-;
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Okay so yeah
To all of you who read all this, you get cookies
-throws cookies everywhere-

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:icontheshellshock:
*catches some cookies*
So it's very ASDF movie like? (if you've seen it)
Ermahgaaaawd I want le rainbowzzzz!
As for the relationship trouble, I'm gonna be honest: You're too young to be worried about relationships. Worry about it when you know you're 120% ready. And don't just go 'Oh, yeah, I'm ready' because I did that and ended up in a fucking depression. Be positive.
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=NyanPandurr Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah, kinda XD
No, my rainbows o-o
And I'm like 9000% ready dude, I know I am >.<
At least I didn't start dating until last June, some kids I know have been dating since they were in 3rd grade...
And I kinda have depression, but not just from the breakup :iconotlplz:
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:icontheshellshock:
3rd grade? WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK?
But...:iconrainbowplz::iconrainbowplz::iconrainbowplz: ; ^;
Murr. Then you're dating the wrong person sweetie, hate to say it.
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:iconnyanpandurr:
=NyanPandurr Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ikr >.>

My rainbows! -clings to rainbow-

Nuuuu I'm not I want to date her shes so perfect but just ugh I understand why she keeps breaking up with me ;A;
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:icontheshellshock:
:iconnyancatplz: can I has this rainbow? c:

Oi, don't say that. Nobody is ever truly perfect, don't try and become it either. I think you're close enough to perfect.
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:iconnyanpandurr:
=NyanPandurr Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yesh you can o3o

Blegh I just
Idk ignore me I don't know how to reply to that XD
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:icontheshellshock:
*replies* >:3 xD
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:iconnyanpandurr:
=NyanPandurr Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Close enough XD
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*X-FREAK1 Jan 31, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I WANT RAINBOW TOOO........................
it is seriously hard to find proper Rainbow stuff where i live....................had this giant amazing Rainbow umbrella.............till an asshole broke it.............

but good to hear that from you..................

and lol.................loved the penis/religion thig...............(somehow i think that came outwrong.........but lulz).........
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:iconnyanpandurr:
=NyanPandurr Feb 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww :c
My Foreign Language teacher has a huge rainbow umbrella, it's really cool ^^

Yeah, I found that quote somewhere on the internet XD
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